Take This Waltz

30 01 2008

They shot the poet Buñuel Portabella in a badly-paved street near Alfacar.
They.
They who.
Who the hell knows. The Nacionalists probably. They shot him like a dog, in the head. And then they threw his body in an unmarked grave between Viznar and Puebla de Don Fadrique.
– You’ll be famous when you’re dead, cabrón.
And he was. There’s a bronze statue now in the Plaza de Santa Maria. It’s an emblem of the contested past. Each day the Left places a red kerchief on the neck of the statue, and later, someone from the Right comes and takes it off.
Politics.
Buñuel Portabella hated politics. And politics hated him. He was gay and tormented by his decision to stifle and bury his orientation from his friends. Most people think the Nacionalists shot him because of that. They despised homosexuals. In any case, when he came back from his tenure at Columbia in the States, he chose to live in a city reputed to have the most conservative oligarchy in Andalucía. In a prophetic confession to his friend, the famous sculptor Alejandro García Machado, he foretold his fate in a remarkable moment of mysticism:
– Then I awoke and realised I had been murdered. They looked for me in cafés, cemeteries, and churches…but they did not find me. They never found me. All along, I had been in the street. But they never looked there.

The olive tree in the street near Alfacar where Portabella died, was chopped down in 1999 by Sunset Estates, a land developer which went on to build the Archidona Golf and Country Club in Andalucía. For years, after Portabella’s murder, people would come and leave quotations from his work in the tree’s olive branches.





The FBI Files (Continued)

29 01 2008

On March 23rd, 1993 (Censored) of New Carrollton, Md. advised (Censored) that he is (Censored) of the apartments at 5234 Crescent Green, College Park, Md. He stated that AMP has resided in the apartment at 5234 Crescent Green for the past three years. He stated he cannot give the exact date that AMP moved to that address, as he has no records of his tenancy.

He stated that AMP is an excellent tenant who never associates with any of his neighbors. He stated that he keeps to himself all of the time and never seems to have any visitors. (Censored), however, stated that there is an enormous amount of garbage being generated by AMP, all in the form of empty wine bottles, which AMP has a tendency to leave by the door, outside his unit in a cardboard box for several days at a time before he physically walks the refuse to the designated receptacle. (Censored) further stated that since the garbage mainly consists of empty bottles, there is no offensive odor emanating, and small animals such as mice, rats, cats, opossums, armadillos (?), sloths (??), mole rats (?), and almiqui (???), are not attracted to AMP’s refuse. At times, (Censored) has admitted to having removed several dozen empty bottles from AMP’s garbage, and returned them to the liquor store in order to redeem deposit fees which, according to (Censored), sometimes reached as high as fifteen dollars. (Censored) further advised that as far as he knows AMP is not married and stated that he has never seen any women in or around his apartment. He stated that he feels that he does not know AMP well enough to comment on his character, associates, reputation, or loyalty to the United States, and stated that he could not offer any recommendation of him for that reason.