alternating cycles

6 Jul

it’s not you everything else is normal people are normal it’s not your fault
we subsist in between weeks in between days
for me: in between hours or sometimes minutes
(it’s not you you’re trying)
i don’t say anything anymore i just take what they give me
in pill form in liquid form powder junk boxed bagged served on a porcelain dish poured from a bottle handed out electronically deposited in my bank account…
“can we talk where you are?”
yes
“hold on”
yes
“are you alone? is there anyone else there?”
no
“you’re really tired you sound awful”
(pause)
“hold on…”
all right
“can we talk where you are”
yes
“who’s there”
no one
“i love you”
yes
“have you been sleeping”

“have you been sleeping”

“have you been sleeping”

“have you been sleeping”

“have you been sleeping”

“have you been sleeping”

“you’re really tired you sound awful”

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One Response to “alternating cycles”

  1. Tease 14/08/2009 at 3:32 AM #

    This reminds me of a song I use to know back in the day….maybe now I can start remembering. Thanks

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